Wednesday, May 30, 2012

nilai

terlalu byk nikmat dunia yg tak ternilai
nikmat hidup, sihat, senang, iman, islam, tenang.
keluarga yg baik. tk yatim. tk piatu.
(ok ade program charity utk orphan kt kuliah hari ni. luluh jg hati tgk anak2 kecil dah tkde parent.) *kte sgt beruntung kn?
dan ade persekitaran yg baik. support system yg baik.

salah satu perkara yg sy hargai kt sini; kawan2 yg baik.

sudah hampir 6 tahun. bukan masa yg sekejap. lame. 
tp da nk sampai penghujung, br terase laju masa berlalu. 
perjalanan yg panjang. 
berjumpe ramai org. berkawan dgn ramai org. 
ade yg sementara, ade yg bertahan lama. 
dan antara pengaruh plng kuat dlm hidup. 
kate org; nk kenal seseorg, tgk dgn siapa die berkawan. kn. 

sesiapa pun kalian..

yg sudi melayan
yg ade disisi
yg selalu menemani
yg menadah telinga
yg memberi bahu dan anggota
yg tidak berprasangka
yg tidak cuma menilai  (yg mane sy pun selalu buat kdg2)
yg tk cuma mengambil kesempatan
yg syg sy. haha selalu perasan saje lebih
yg dekatkn sy dgn Tuhan
yg selalu saling mengingatkn
yg pernah ada dlm hidup sy
yg pernah jd kwn baik sy

sy hargai kalian
sy syg kalian

ye sy yg mengada kdng2. sy pilih kwn.
atau lebih mudah terasa rimas
sesiapa yg ternyata terasa sy tk suka
yg pernah hadir sementara, sy minta maaf. 
ternyata tk mampu lg nk mengawal tunjuk perasaan
emosi lebih utama
minta maaf terguris hati, perasaan semua
terima kasih atas segalanya

sungguh. 
sy sgt hargai kalian yg pernah ade dlm hidup sy


terima kasih kwn2 yg baik.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

post osce plastic surgery


hihihi

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

panas kota iskandariah

home. fu fu. bak kate someone in presentation just now, fu means fullamak in malay. haha. bahang da mula terasa. hello summer. angin sepoi2 bahasa laut mediterranean da berganti angin padang pasir. panas~
1st time ni nk stay the whole summer in Egypt. insyaAllah. hopefully i'll survive.
few more months. then im outta here for good. huhu cant wait!

currently in plastic surgery. da nk hbs da pun. esok last day. n next week exam. tk tahu gembira ke sedih nk hbs plastic. quote dr hesham anaes; plastic is nothing just about flap. agreed! but it actually more than that. its.. complicated. n my fav dr, dr raouf gom'ah. i think the 'mean' doctor is the best. not that 'mean', more to tough or hard or hurmm.. i dont know how to describe. mcm dr sameh cardio IM or dr yehia kosba colorectal surgery. semangat duduk dpn sekali dpn meja cikgu memang fokus hbsla.
n i want to do suture on human. tk dpt peluang lg sem ni.

finished assignment today. alhamdulillah. topik..err bukan susah cuma general sgt.
  1. beauty and the beast of plastic surgery
  2. good, bad, ugly things in Egypt, based on ur 6th yr experiences.
2nd topic tkde kena mengena lansung kn dgn medicine. but we enjoy it. at the end, the result of the presentation, satisfied i think. nmpk teamwork, hardwork, etc. both topics, satu team ramai 20-25 persons. n topic general. mcm dr kate. who is the head, who's the heart, who's the limb and who's just innocent by stander. everyone take a little part and contribute something as the whole group will the same mark. i cant help myself, but i think those innocent bystander are selfish. do nothing but still get the same mark as others. im neither head nor heart. but at least im the limb.

and some person just not born to be a leader.(this has nothing to do with the assignment). come on. pls dont embarrassed urself. like u are in charge of everything. comment on everything, and act like u know everything. damn so annoying. pfftt. im hope ppl not see me like that kinda person. i like to participate, but not to be center of attraction or takeover sumthing. pls just be quite if you dont know and dont act like a leader if u're not.  i know, you may have a good intention, but u not express it in a good way. and u dont gain respect by doing that.

yummy delicious! red velvet ball. german ball.  mocha ball. carrot cake ball. 
today's treat. for err.. full attendance in plastic surgery? muahaha. iyo la tu..

someone is turning 23










happy 23rd birthday dear.

Monday, May 21, 2012

emotionally unstable



aku hamba lemah
hanya padaMu aku bergantung harap
padaMu aku mengadu
insan lemah tak berdaya mengharap kpd yg Esa
tanamkn la sifat mahmudah, buangla sifat mazmumah dlm diri ini.
keampunanMu, rahmatMu, nikmatMu, syurgaMu aku harapkn
nikmat kesenangan dalam hidup. hidup yg berkat.
nikmat dpermudahkn segala urusan
nikmat sihat, nikmat tabah, nikmat aman, nikmat tenang
nikmat islam. nikmat iman.
oh Allah.
dan syafaat baginda aku harapkn. beri aku peluang bertemu rasulMu ya Allah.

:'(




emotionally unstable
i'm monsterating. dont mess with me, or i will eat you. period.