Sunday, January 31, 2010

yes i do!


1. sorry. x sengaja terlps ckp. kadang2 x dpt kwl, lg2 ble mood x stabil. sorry again.

2. kite dekat. tp kite jauh. kte selalu je gaduh, tp masing2 cm deny saje mende tu. kadang2 berjauhan tu mungkin lebih baik. ape pun kte syg awk, awk tau kn?

3. kte tau, memang awkward sgt skrg. tp kte da penat. kte da x larat. btol ke kte kwn awk? kte tunggu next step dari awk kalau awk masih rase kte kwn awk.

4. awk jgn ckp dgn kte boleh x? kte rimas.

5. rindu. rindu sgt. :'(

6. kte x boleh nk terima awk lg. sekali awk buat mcm tu kt kte, kte buat bende yg same blk. kte tgh cuba nk baik semula dgn awk n terima awk blk. tp memang perlukn masa.

7. awk buat kte malu la. duh! malu lg. *blushing*. luruh jantung. hahaha.

8. kalau awk dpt hargai dan tunjukkan nilai sbg kwn, kte pasti lebih gembira. sungguh!

9. sukati la luncai nk buat ape. luncai nk terus hanyut dgn labu2 pun kte x kisah da.

10. terima kasih sebab sentiasa ada ble masa memerlukn. terima kasih sbb sentiasa ade di sisi. terima kasih atas sokongan. terima kasih atas segala-galanya.


kn senang kalau dapat luahkn terus pd org yg sepatutnye.. hurmm..

Friday, January 29, 2010

sherlock holmes


awesome!

mcm house n wilson bersatu menentang veldemort.

hahaha

menarik kn?




kate derg mcm minggu aktiviti.
bowling. netball. balapan. perbarisan. futsal. pingpong.
tenis. marathon. semualah!
malam2 ramai turun main kt court.
n pagi cuti pun penuh kt istad. seronok!
mcm sukan sekolah dulu. rindu....
da 4th year br sibuk nk bersukan. pancit da. haha
go go rumah MERAH! keep the spirit alive!


p/s: minggu dpn cuti. oh! memang x sbr nk cuti.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

bday of the week



2201
2501


thank you.
for being one of the important people in my life.
happy birthday my dear migha and syafaf
not just 1 year older, but 1 year better. insyaAllah.


*******

klas habis pukul 630
minggu last egyptian culture. yeay!
g stef. teman fazila shoping cr brg nk g europe
dgn aimi n waed. n shoping beli brg sket kt fathalla.

hari2 sedih. sedih hari2.
kadang2 mende yg simple, rase org lain ignore kot mende2 cmtu.
tp i take it seriously
yg end up, it'll effect me the whole day
rase cm gloomy sepanjang hari.
pastu effect org sekeliling jugak
hani sedih la hari ni. hani x de semangat. hani nk blk. etc.
ya Allah. memang sgt mengada2
macam mane nk kuat kn hati?
supaya hati x mcm kaca, fragile sgt
hal2 kecik pun nk terasa lebih2.
atau pun macam mane nk x zahirkn perasaan?
boleh handle emosi sendiri tanpa effect org lain.

You have become a mature person when keeping a secret gives you more
satisfaction than passing it along. -al

duh! memang x matang lagi.
x suke luahkn perasaan.
pastu makan dalam sorg2. effect lagi teruk kot sebenarnye
tp x boleh nk simpan perasaan tu, mesti terzahir keluar
rase annoyed. rase iritasi. rase sedih.
n tend to ignore people.
semua la. n org yg tgk pun, mesti rase x best.
nmpk mcm ade masalah. tp x nk ckp. ntah ape2.
sbb kalau kte yg tgk org cmtu pun, kte rase x best kn..
x bgs kn? *sigh

i'm looking for a better me.


Thursday, January 21, 2010

niat

bgn pagi setiap hari dlm seminggu
oh! klas pukul 8. x nk g kelas hari ni
x nk g round yg 2nd. x larat da. saturated.
x nk g ILA hari ahad pkl 9 sbb cume introduction
x nk g ILA hari selasa sbb dgr saje pembentangan semua org
x nk g assignment hari khamis
x nk g round lps assignment
x nk g kelas sirah hr selasa. penat da blk lmbt, kene msk, etc.

setiap hari.
setiap hari mesti ade rase malas.
mesti ade terlintas nk ponteng kelas.


hoh! malas, sile pergi jauh.

org yg IHKLAS sentiasa berSEMANGAT


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

reward yourself

1700-2030

duduk. diam. sorg2.
bace majalah.
buat origami.
maen sudoku.
org keluar masuk. org lalu lalang.
xde org yg knal. xde org melayu.
hbs ulangkaji topic 4 lecture.
*clap2

ahhhhhh. seronok.
gembira da hari ni~


btw hari ni bday aliah
i wish her.i hug her.i kiss her.
(:

Sunday, January 17, 2010

post exam

1st time mula2 dpt pt. oh! nape kitorg dpt pt ni?
pkck, about 60y. chronic diseases.
in pain? kot. pt da refuses awl2 utk kitorg check die.
in severe cough, n nk amik sheet awl2 pun ade masalah.
panggil dr muhammad, ckp kitorg ade masalah dgn pt.
then dr hisham dtg nk examine kitorg
ok x yah buat physical examination etc. just check on his pulse.
we check on his pulse. then dr asks few questions yg lansung x de kaitan dgn pt.
-what are causes of hypotension
-what are causes of hypertension
-define n classify grades of dyspnea
-what is orthopnea n mention the causes
-what is paroxysmal nocturnal dyspnea n mention the causes
-how to differentiate atrial fibrillation n extrasystole
ok done. u're finish.
hahahah. x yah amik sheet. xde general examination
xde local examination. x yah amik vital sign.

yeay! syg dr hisham

n 2nd dr, also male dr n male pt.
-check the lower limb
-palpate the liver
-check on the pulse
dr tanya byk soalan psl cardiac
n overall of the exam, alhamdulillah ok.

in local cardiac examination
'+ve thrust' means elevation of the finger if you put it on mitral area.
dt? left ventricular hypertrophy.
if it is absent, we should mention 'no +ve thrust'
there is no such thing as '-ve thrust' in cardiac examination.

today, i just lost +ve trust. *sigh2

Friday, January 15, 2010

esok OSPE

ready kot. yes! i'm ready.

mlm td status dalili psl bahriya. ade lg satu kosong
nk!!! nak sgt pergi. terus bg name.
n alhmdulillah ade rezeki dpt pergi..
dgn sape lg pun x tahu. trip bile pun x tahu.
gamble je bg name sorg2

n td br dpt tahu, nanti pergi 1st trip 8hb
guess sape yg g skali?
terkejut. x sangka. speechless.
ok hak individu. tp terase gk kot.
da mcm fikir negative jgk.
nape tau dr org lain. nape x bg tau awl2 kn.
da rase cm x best da.
drpd terus pk yg bukan2, td terus tanya sendiri
now, da tau the truth. lega sikit kot.
mungkin x patut sangka yg bukan2
tp die pun x patut jgk x bgtau awl2
ok x pela, da abaikn~ hak masing2.

btw, hari tu buat resolutions bulan 1 dgn ****a
x boleh shoping
x boleh makan kt luar. kt ksp pun x boleh.
x boleh lepak kedai kopi
try sebulan. bln ni.
hoh. berat. memang berat. susah kot..
sape langgar peraturan kene belanje mkn chilis
then the next day, ****a awl2 lg da break the rules
ceit! apela. x jd resolutions la mcm ni.

n skrg tgh cuba btahan lg
walaupun ****a da out awl2.
da 15hb da ni. hoh. seksa weyh.
sy kene keluar! sy kene ke kedai kopi!
sy craving makan kt luar!
ptg ni da ade org ajk keluar mkn da
hihi. rase2 mampu bertahan lg x? hahaha..


words of the day:

my Resolution: to hold my tongue from unlawful utterances. eg telling lies, gossiping, backbiting, slandering, scandal mongering. ( kwn2, tlg igtkn/marah aku klu aku terlajak kata yek :) )

"O Allah, the Most Merciful please protect us from the evils of the tongue"
-D

hani likes this.

Monday, January 11, 2010

sanah helwa ya gamilatani




nana 231288

 nana 21


kak fariez 100187

 kfariez 23



kopipes gambar dr blog kfariez. i love u guys! :)

p/s: i need new rechargable battery. hoh! lame gle kot da x amik gmbr.

Friday, January 8, 2010

MTC

hr ni cuti. oh gle heaven!
MTC siang td. mesyuarat tahunan chapter?
mls nk pergi sbb mls nk dgr derg gaduh2.
dtg mengundi saje
n keputusan pilihan raya,
bkn pilihan sy utk mereka memerintah.

btw,pkck teksi td is so rude!
ya Allah. masih marah lg.
selawat byk2..

allahummasolli 'ala saidina muhammad

............................
rase marah lg.

semangat ke klas tafaquh hr ni
kul 4 da keluar rumah
mkn mlm kt ksp
solat maghrib kt asrama
minum kopi kt brazilian coffee
n jln2 kt kaw sekitar
kul 7 ke asrama semula, xde org pun
ok klas tafaquh batal.

pergi stef. ke cilantro, fav maltesser!
lumba main sudoku, membace dan bercerita
sampai kul 930
rase relax, rase best, rase cool!

nk blk cm biasa naik teksi
sampai kt camp caesar mcm biasa byr le5

'ak x nk 5 ni, ak nk 10'
mane boleh! selalu byr 5 je.
'ak x kira, ak nk 10'
ak xde 10. x boleh! selalu 5 je.
'kau amik blk 5 ni. ak x nk' campakkn duit ke blkg.
huh! so bloody kurang ajar.
mls da nk gaduh. cmpk 10 kt pkck teksi.
haram duit ni utk kau!

keluar teksi dgn perasaan sgt marah.
pakcik2 kedai kt tepi2 pandang saje.

jln ke rumah, selawat byk2.
ya Allah, rase sungguh teruk!
x suke la mcm ni.

skrg sy da same je dgn pkck
sbb sy pun bende yg same blk kt pkck
pkck yg buat sy kurg ajar dgn pkck
sy rase x best sbb sy da bsifat kurg ajar

dan skrg masih rase sgt marah.
bgaduh dgn org arab sgt mengiritisikn

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

17jam


0630: bgn pg
0800: class clinical pathology
1100: library, shuruk, photostat nota, etc.
1200: study group kt rumah yati
1700: open house rumah nana.
2015: stanley
2145: gp
0100: sampai rumah

1)bgn pagi lambat lg. haih2
2)klas clinical patho sampai pkl 12 sepatutnya
tp mereka2 da blk awl. jd klas yg terakhir batal.
3)study group td sempat cover 3 topic saje.
x sempat nk hbskn lg 2 tajuk sbb semua ada hal mlm nanti
jd hani n kak ona sambung present minggu dpn.
1st time study group hbs awl pkl 1630
btw ati beli alat senam br. teruja. nk beli jgk x? hehe
4)x la open house sgt pun. nana buat housewarming.
jemput pun x ramai. kenalan rapat saje.
roti jala n bolognese
rumah nana best! memang mcm rumah. harga pun best an.
x tlng sampai hbs. kul 8 da mintk diri
5)da berminggu janji nk keluar
n ni da plan dr minggu lps, xnk postpone lg da
1st time keluar dgn mereka berdua
igt keluar g makan kt hardees je,
sampai stanley tibe2 ade org ajk mkn pizza king. ok
6)lps makan, derg tiba2 ajk g gp tgk wayang. ok
1st time kot tgk cerita thriler. n i missed er.. half of the story?
tutup mata. takut nk tgk. hahaha.
nasibla org belanje. hihihi
habis movie derg ajk lepak costa. ok
7)blk rumah kul 1 derg da selak pintu. call kejutkn. sorry la korg
kul 2 dak cairo, natrah n madihah dtg br sampai
nasib baik sampai awl x blk tserempak dgn mereka

hari yg pendek. x sedar masa berlalu
8am-1am. hoh!
perjalanan mlm sgt tanpa dirancang. x terkata..
kdng2 da selalu sgt bernasib baik
mungkin sy patut lebih mengambil berat soal peraturan dan keselamatan.
da penat.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

lalalala

random facts and resolutions.

1. dont hate others

2. get a better life

3. get loose weight. physical fittnes lead to mental fittnes.

4. each day give something good to others

5. make at least 3 peoples smile everyday

6. surgeons are awesome

7. forgive everyone for everything n forgive urself

8. hablum min Allah wa hablum min annas

9. do not procrastinate

10. make your parent proud of you

11. think of yourself rather than anyone else

12. you made my day. ty.

13. standing on your own feet. heading toward maturity

14. study at least 2 hours everyday

15. keep ur words, keep ur promises

16. mind ur own business

17. do not say anything that you didn't know

18. too sensitive n too stubborn are bad

19. walk the talk

20. i want to go home

21. say NO

22. appreciate all the people around

23. start your day with smile

24. something will become more precious when it is not ours

25. do no harm

26. just be yourself

27. need to move on. and start studying now

28. i'm start to enjoy int med. its not really bad. :P

29. cardiac is awesome!

30. smile. always. :)


Friday, January 1, 2010

2010

1st entry of 2010!

sambut tahun baru dgn berliburan? dgn sahabat handai

yeay!

hbs klas kul 4
sampai rumah pukul 1. hehe

avatar was awesome! i want the yellow dragon.

pesta baling kaca
sambutan setiap tahun. tp x penah tgk, x penah tau
i just wonder, how was the celebration
i missed it every year
pg td cm 1st time nmpk kaca2 bertaburan kt jln
n mase blk mlm td, jln port saied tutup
sbb derg bakar ape ntah kt tgh jalan
haih. arab2..
mungkin terpelihara kot sbb tu x penah tgk. hehe

slmt tahun br!